Tuesday, November 30, 2010
(In no particular order)
- New hi hats
- New crash cymbal
- New sneer
- New kick pedal
- Duvet and sheets
- Multifunction printer
- MacBook Pro
- Unlimited flights to Auckland
This morning I ran and you wished hope you have a good day honey into my inbox. I would have given you a kiss but you’re hundreds of kilometres away so I took a Which Is Your Patronus quiz instead only the page didn’t load so I never found out. I want to talk to you tonight but I’m finding it hard to talk to anyone at the moment. Courtesy of the wedding. I dreamt I had two boyfriends and felt guilty. I couldn't even converse with my family. In the dream we were in Sydney and you had on a brown tweed jacket. I kind of started to resent them. I loved you more than the other guy though. The conversation was aeroplane air. I think I will make blackberry crumble today, not jam just so I don’t have to bike to the grocery store. Stale and second-hand. I might put pears in it too. My brain has thrown up his arms in defeat after being pummelled with stones all night. He’s bruised and totally blank. I think this happens a lot; some kind of reverie rivalry. I should change my sleeping patterns to elude the enemy. Metaphors. I listened to Royal Headache and missed you with every chord.
Friday, November 26, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
I applied for a job today. I had to write a cover letter outlining why I think they should hire me. I said I'm really good at walking like Niko Bellic.
I am sitting at my oak desk
In my recently painted room: Spanish White.
It’s meant to create space and light and calm and happy.
I went for a run but I woke up too late when it was too hot so I had to stop and walk.
I had breakfast outside in the shade because I had no sunscreen on
I thought it would be better than sitting inside in the sun.
The room is completely empty but for the desk and the chair.
Two days ago there was a wasp trapped inside and slamming into the window
I opened it to let it out.
I found it dead on the carpet yesterday and just left it there.